I can’t seem to place an online order to save my life these past two weeks. Orders that normally would have been shipped within 48 hours sit for a week with no update and no shipping before I finally contact the companies and cancel the orders. And others are cancelled by the supplier because they discover too late that the item is out of stock and unobtainable. I got a new computer for my birthday (very early) and we couldn’t place the order online for either love or money.
I’ve never had such a hard time trying to spend money before and I have to wonder if Someone isn’t trying to tell me something.
“Stop shopping!”, perhaps.
Life Begins at 41...or maybe 43 
Will any positive spirits please hear my cry:
It’s not just you but it’s a personality type some people posses to attract what they don’t want:
I have had life try to gang against me in an sometimes overloading way but I believe in God and let all my problems land on him to guide me thru the way out so I won’t *encourage* the same ol crap in my life and acting like a hypocrite to keep the peace until I can’t take it anymore and blow up over small issues.
God helps me figure out what I need to do to change myself and it’s up to me to give into those common excuses or do something about it.
Many days I feel overwhelmed and it causes me to be critical of others and have a short fuse making me want to lash violently on people.
I have social issues which I was diagonsed with since young and my parents just tolerate it but I do not have anybody that really understands me. Hell. I do not even understand me more then half the time.
I mostly attract people who believe that technology replaces spirituality or spirituality replaces technology and I believe both views are wrong and we need to find a middle ground but I do not have any answers.